preoccupation with:

* losing weight
* exercising
* restricting

I don’t mind not seeing my boyfriend because that means I have more time to get in one or two workout sessions.

I want to cry when I think about my weight, see my body, and think about wearing any of my clothes.

Seriously contemplating purging again.

This time around, I am actually considering giving in to Ed.

I haven’t been eating well.

I’ve been skipping meals.

I started making to do lists without any mention of eating.

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